Hello world, and all who inhabit it!
First mentions, thank you to all who read this, find this intriguing and all who eventually comment. This'll be a first person POV of anything that disturbs me.
My test results for ADHD/personality stuff comes in Friday. I have a dentist post operative appointment tomorrow as I have some weird symptoms showing up, like the whole side of my face is still numb, and it's now bruising all over. Terrible.
I fell in love all over again Saturday night. It's beautiful. Though I never dated Gary, how much I have cared for him, and all the emotions that once surged through every nerve was reawakened when he hugged me at 2a, after we hung out for 3 hours. My body was tingling, and after walking across the soft-lit snow, into my house, I knew returning to Lansing wasn't going to be the easiest, or the same. With age, he's grown more gorgeous, and I can't wait to tell him how much I love him. However, it's all in the timing, but our timing has always been down the drain, and our history of relationships has been horrible. It'll take some healing, but I hope we can have a strong, healthy relationship.
